[She was mostly just trying to show that he's not alone feeling like he's not cut out for it okay!! Murdermom is worried too! But they can get through it together!!]

This whole thing is a test, right? It's supposed to be hard- for them and for us. I don't think... This isn't supposed to be easy. It's hard for you, Clarine, me, Orion- [Tsuru and Hijitaka both seem fine, actually, so she won't count them] and the other Ivan doesn't think we can do it. Shijima is going to try to stop us. But all that means is that we have to prove them wrong. I survived everything ten years ago to have a happy life with Bardock and our sons and that's what we'll do here too. To prove to them that we deserve to live.

... But you know, she's not actually going against it. She's just making it look like she is.